I have started swimming! I have forgotten how much I enjoy swimming laps. I swim for about 40 min. I think I am getting about 1,800 meters in. Or yards, don't know what kind of pool I'm swimming in. It feels great to be active again. My neck/shoulders are pretty tight so I need to stretch and take care of that.... but yay for me! A few weeks ago I was feeling smaller so I decided to weigh myself-- I have lost 10 pounds since I last checked! That's 18 from my heaviest (last Summer?) Now that I am swimming I hope to lose that final 15! Keep me motivated friends!
I went to my yearly "girl" exam.....All ok. I was most interested in my MRI from Dec checking on the effects of my surgery last year. All is going as it should. The fibroids are still large, but at least smaller. He said they would never disappear, but at least doing what they should. My periods are a TON better so I'm fine with that! Then he told me I have 4 years to decide if I want any babies. If I were to have a baby then I may have to have surgery to remove the fibroids first as they would get large again with pregnancy hormones--which would be bad because they would take up uterus room the baby would need. It was kind of hard to realize that yes, I am just over 4 years away from turning 40--and no, I don't have any children-- or any prospects for that matter. One of those moments when you think--- when I was a teenager my life was planned-- get married and have my first baby by 24 (I wanted to be younger than my Mom was when she had me, which was 29). But then 24 came and went.... a marriage came and went... and here I am wondering what Heavenly Father knows and is not telling me. A trial of my faith? Yes. Will I someday be happy and have all my heart desires? Yes, just hard to see it from here.
Work has come to a standstill. It is a good day if I have more than 2 massages. Makes me a little stressed. Thankfully people have bought the groupon for the spa so it should be ok. Come see me?!!!
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